Hello!! Alright so an update here.. i really need to remember to write in this damn thing everyday.. but yet some how i keep forgetting.. First off i shouldn't even be on my comptuer.. i should be redoing the x-mas tree so all the ornaments arent in the same spot.. I let JJ put the ornaments on the tree. Here some pics..


Just lights
JJ putting an ornament on

the front
one side
the other

with topperisn't it pretty??

So those are some pics.. I think JJ did a great job.. now if only i didn't have to redo it lmao oh well.. i am so tired though.. i don't know what it is the last two night well last night and tonight been way tired way early.. last night i went to bed at about 10:30pm and it's 10pm now and i'm ready to just go to bed.. it's crazy.. Anyway, i get to see Jason on Tuesday.. i'm looking forward to that.. :) i miss him.. he told me today that if they don't have something the customer wants he says but i can go to Soda and get it.. he's so cute.. I'm going to have his x-mas present put together hopefully wednesday.. i'm excited about that.. i really hope he likes it.. i'm not telling what it is in here cause i gave him the web address incase he ever wanted to read what i write lol
Oh brandon txted me and called me tonight.. he wants to know if i'm happy.. so here is his answer!! Yes, i'm happy now leave me the fuck alone!! lmao but no i didn't answer his txt or his phone call.. Gillaire is proud of me and to be honest i'm proud of myself too. :) I will say it wasn't easy, but i did it.. I also know that it's not the end of him trying to get a hold of me.. sadly Jason says he is going to call me tomorrow.. we see.. i'm not getting my hopes up, but it would be nice to talk to him.. but i think for now.. i'm going to go work on the tree some to fix it and go to bed.. nighty night