So In Love

Alright i'm using red today because i can lol Red means love to me and that's how i feel so i think it fits pretty well...
Ok, so Jason is just so amazing and everytime i spend time with him i learn something about him and just am amazed at how much more i can love him.. He means the world to me and even today after he left we talked about our future and it wasn't weird to talk about it at all either.. Like today he was over here and i was still a little upset about what had happened on Sunday.. Well, i sent him a txt after he left saying i was sorry for him being late for work and he just wrote back with it's ok your worth it. I didn't feel bad after that.. Plus, we talked about our future and it was just.. it was just awesome!! He wants to meet JJ, but he thinks it be better after i tell my ex husband i'm dating him.. Which i agree and then he started freaking out that me or JJ would get hurt cause he got upset about it and kick me out of where i am.. I told him that my ex wouldn't do that, but he still worries.. plus he said to that if he hurt me or JJ he would kill him.. not the best words to use maybe, but meant the world to me when he did.. I mean he hasn't even met JJ yet, but already seems to love him and look out for him.. I really couldn't have asked for someone better to meet then Jason.. He is everything i have wanted in a man plus some!! I don't ever want to lose him ever!! After today i don't see him losing me or me losing him.. Part of me is still kinda scared of being hurt, but it is going away and soon i won't be scared at all about being hurt.. He is so gentle too and idk.. he's just GREAT!! I can't put in words what he means to me.. wish i could though so that he would know.. I love him so much!!