Today Was Awesome!!

I couldn't think how great today would have turned out even if i tried.. the only way it would have been perfect was if Jason was here right now.. lol but i did get a goodbye kiss even though i was a work.. that was so exciting lol oh and it would have been awesome if Emily or Niysha would have walked in.. oh that would have made it that much more enjoyable.. i can't wait to tell them about me and Jason.. they going to be so pissed cause they were trying to hard to get him, but he wanted me.. that's going to be awesome!! can't wait.. I'm so falling for him, and to a point it scares me, but i can't let that hold me back because if i do i may not get understand why he came into my life.. I want to know why he did even if it's 5 years from now.. i want to know.. i mena i have never been this happy and actually felt it when someone asks me how i am.. i'm wonderful i'm great.. never had so much meaning behind it before.. I wake up with a smile on my face just knowing i get to talk to him and a smile on my face before i go to bed just knowing that i know i am his.. i have never really felt like this before.. He just blows me away.. I mean he's so kind and sweet and caring that i don't know why anyone would want to hurt him.. I know that is the last thing i would want to do.. I know im' in this and all be damn if i fuck it up! lol alright well i'm going to go try and sleep.. even though i know i won't be able too.. Just wish he was here with me