Alright... so.. where to start.. i have 10 mins to write this so it needs to be short and sweet.. Well to start.. brandon imed me today.. will post that.. Jason thinks idk what he thinks.. i think he is kinda changing his mind about wanting a kid.. but i don't really know.. i think i might just give up on wanting a kid, cause here soon i will have to stop even trying for one and just go get my tubes tied.. cause i won't have them more then 5 years apart and your pregnant 9 months so i said i will be ok with being half way pregnant when JJ turns 5.. blah things just seem to be going very wrong lately.. Anyway, i really don't have a lot to say.. i so don't want to go to work today.. i should have been at work the way it was put before but i got moved from 8-4 to 12 to 8 i'm so pissed about it.. not to mention i had a walmart catalog and was going to save some money on JJ's presents but no.. my ex mother in law had to throw it away so that means i am going to spend about 15 bucks more now.. stupid woman i swear.. i hate her so damn much...anyway 6 mins left before i have to leave so with that i'll just leave you with the convo with brandon...

cheesy prince (11/10/2008 12:00:42 PM): morning
Sandy (11/10/2008 12:00:55 PM): morning
cheesy prince (11/10/2008 12:01:05 PM): did you buy the books I suggested?
Sandy (11/10/2008 12:01:48 PM): i start x-mas shopping early so i could get JJ's presents.. so no.. most of my money has gone to that
cheesy prince (11/10/2008 12:02:10 PM): but didnt you say you had my xmas gift also?
Sandy (11/10/2008 12:02:27 PM): you assumed i had it already
Sandy (11/10/2008 12:02:36 PM): i know what i'm getting you and i know what it cost
cheesy prince (11/10/2008 12:02:47 PM): oh so mentioning it was just a play on words for you to get my attention... I see
Sandy (11/10/2008 12:03:00 PM): no
cheesy prince (11/10/2008 12:03:37 PM): if you dont have it, why worry about sending it? it was mentioned to draw my attention.. and you know it sandy
Sandy (11/10/2008 12:04:20 PM): that's not it.. i was telling you so you knew.. and you do know i have your dad's address right?
cheesy prince (11/10/2008 12:04:21 PM): well it doesnt matter, if you send it.. I hope you have the right address when you do.. if not.. guess you wasted your money once again
cheesy prince (11/10/2008 12:04:31 PM): yes I do cause I gave it to you
Sandy (11/10/2008 12:04:37 PM): you did
cheesy prince (11/10/2008 12:04:53 PM): but I may not be here at christmas
Sandy (11/10/2008 12:05:46 PM): ok.. well i already have ideas in my head if you aren't so.. i mean i guess if you never get it then you never get it.. but when i do buy i will try and see where you are
cheesy prince (11/10/2008 12:06:11 PM): you already have ideas in your head if i aint? huh?
Sandy (11/10/2008 12:06:28 PM): yeah.. plans
cheesy prince (11/10/2008 12:06:38 PM): plans regarding what?
Sandy (11/10/2008 12:06:49 PM): getting you your present
cheesy prince (11/10/2008 12:07:20 PM): I see
Sandy (11/10/2008 12:07:47 PM): i mean i can't say it will work, but it will be a try if you aren't there
cheesy prince (11/10/2008 12:09:06 PM): you rather worry about accomplishing what you want to do, instead of asking why I wont be where I am now.. or even ask what is going on... but whatever. I need to get ready for work. bye
Sandy (11/10/2008 12:09:30 PM): that's up for you to tell me on your own
Sandy (11/10/2008 12:10:24 PM): cause i could ask and you may not tell yes i could ask and you may tell.. but i figure if you want me to know things you will tell me on your own

Alright so that's that... i can't really think of anything else to say.. other then my brother is awesome and i love him!! Oh and he writes poems and i showed him mine.. i haven't writen one in a long time, but i'm thinking i might start up again.. He really insipres me somehow i'm not sure really, but i will post those or some of them up when i get the chance too. bye bye bye