Cleaning and Seeing Jason

I get to see Jason today and i'm so excited!! Only thing is before i get to see him i have to clean my house some cause he is coming over tomorrow before i go to work and it works out because he coming to our store tomorrow.. That is making me more nervous then seeing him today.. I guess in a way i just want people to know that my house doesn't look as bad as it can lol And with him i just want it to be perfect but i know that won't happen by tomorrow unless i missed out on seeing him today and just cleaned all day.. But i can't go without seeing him another day.. I mean yeah 30 mins isn't that far, but when we both work and where he has a g/f to keep quiet til he gets rid of her we don't have much choice.. the thing that drives me even more crazy is when he goes home cause i can't talk to him and i want to and i know that he wants to talk to me just as bad and it just makes wanting to talk to him in the morning when he goes to work just that more closer when i go to bed.. which i think is why i'm having a hard time sleeping cause when you sleep time seems to just fly by, but lately for me it jut creeps.. last night i woke up at 1 am.. fell asleep again and then was up at 5 and then was up for in hour and fell back alseep and then i was up at 7:15am. i'm like fuck i guess i'll get up now and start cleaning since there no way in hell i going to get back to sleep now.. one of these nights though i'm going to be so tired from not sleeping that it will keep me out all night, but til then i get to suffer.. I'm not sure what we doing today.. We have to wait til Todd goes through his store before he can leave and i guess he suppose to be by my store before he goes there.. Jason said he thinks he will get to his store at like 11 and by gone by like 12 or 1. so that just sucks, but oh well i know i get to see him and that's all that matters lol I really need to kidnapp Jason and bring him home with me one night lol Told him he should cause a fight with his g/f last night and then he could come stay at my house too lol My evil side coming out with all of this because of her.. Could make this interesting. lol alright well i'm off to start cleaning i kinda made a little list of things i had to do before jason came over tomorrow which really isn't a lot so i should be able to do it with some time this morning and maybe some tomorrow depending on when he is coming tomorrow.. bye for now..