Today was awesome!!

Alright today couldn't have turned about better.. well i could have got my house a little cleaner today, but oh well i have tomorrow morning and sometime Tuesday to work on that.. Alright so i went to go see Jason.. He's the store manger at the Alco in Montpelier. It's about 30 mins away.. Well, i had talked to him a lot the day before. Yesterday and well i was going to go see him after i got off work at 4pm, but that didn't work cause i ended up having to close too. So then i thought i will see him in the morning i'll drive over and see him at work.. No big deal.. Well, when it came time to leave i was like freaking out.. I was nervous and just wasn't sure i should go. I had wrote him a letter and was going to drop it off for him at work and then wait til he said something to me about it and then go see him if he still wanted to.. Well, he was already at work when i got there and i only knew that cause he txted me when i was about half way there and i was like freaking out even more.. but still was going to try and just leave the letter there for him and leave.. So, didn't work. cause when i walked in the doors he was right there.. I had no way of him not seeing me cause of course he looked right at me, but i walked up to him and said hi and we talked and he showed me around his store a little bit then we went to breakfast. It was pretty good. We talked the whole time before we ordered after and during and after breakfast. well i took him back to work and didn't really want to leave after he went back in the store to work.. Well i had thought about moving my truck so he couldn't try and see if i was still there but i didn't and so he knew i hadn't left so i waited for him for about 45 mins and then we spent about another 30 mins together.. just being close to each other talking and enjoying the company of each other.. So nice then of course he had to go home and i had to come back too.. we said our goodbyes and we went different ways, but i haven't been able to stop smiling since seeing him. Hoping that i do get to spend some time with him on Tuesday.. He will be at my store Wednesday, but we really can't say a whole lot because only one person i work with knows about this and they don't need to know and i don't want them to know.. They all think he is married, but he isn't.. He has a g/f, but he doesn't want to be with her and hasn't even really before he met me.. He just isn't really sure what do to there.. So the only thing that sucks is i only get to talk to him when he is at work.. So it sucks.. i did write him an email to tell him that i had a great time today and i can't wait to see him again.. Oh and he's so cute!! No cute guy has ever liked me. And with sunglasses on OMG so hot!! lol God i sound like i a high schooler again. lol falling for the cute football player or something lol oh well, he makes me happy and i do want to be happy. So we are just going to see what happens.. Well, that's about all i have to say for today.. have my work x-mas party in about 20 mins and JJ is my date. lol how sad is that.. I kinda wished that Jason was my date.. Weird how his name is jason and so is my ex husbands name is jason too lol it's gets me confused easy oh well, got to head over to the xmas party. take care everyone even though only one person reads this lol